Doctored

interest distanced,
fate halting,
leveled up,
dusty brain.

written, spoken,
words unmentioned.

cryptic, wander,
endless notes
to remind me of me.

dazed speeding,
mirror image,

it’s kind of a
funny story
seek, realistically.

faint, glazed over.
sustain feeling.
ground, footing.
misplaced.

nearly a year in, and my i’m reinventing the feeling of losing myself in the simplest ways. how did i manage this lifestyle? how am i without?